I feel lost and abandoned
I don’t know what to do
I know You’re up there somewhere
But I cannot find You
I don’t believe in myself
People believe in me
They say that I can
But I’m broken – they can’t see
Because I pretend
That I am okay
They simply don’t realize
That that’s just what I say
To put my life together
When I have nothing left at all
I have no tools
Even for help, I cannot call
There is no point
But I have to go on
They don’t understand
And therefore won’t let me stop