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Abandoned By Hashem

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#1 pointoflife



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Posted 05 January 2014 - 05:13 PM

I feel lost and abandoned

I don’t know what to do

I know You’re up there somewhere

But I cannot find You


I don’t believe in myself

People believe in me

They say that I can

But I’m broken – they can’t see


Because I pretend

That I am okay

They simply don’t realize

That that’s just what I say


To put my life together

When I have nothing left at all

I have no tools

Even for help, I cannot call


There is no point

But I have to go on

They don’t understand

And therefore won’t let me stop

#2 AYidOnTheWayUp



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Posted 06 February 2014 - 05:53 PM

Very poetic. However I must correct you on a few things. You do have tools. Hashem gives everyone tools to overcome their challenges. Sometimes we don't know our tools and sometimes we don't know how to properly use our tools, but we all have tools.


You don't have to look to the heavens to find Hashem. He is everywhere and he is with you at all times. The more you daven and say tehillim and speak to Him the more you will feel close to him. Its hard to feel close to someone you hardly ever talk to. 

#3 pointoflife



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Posted 02 August 2014 - 10:53 PM


by Hashem

cuz I

don’t fit in His

elegant design,

for I don’t learn -- I just

go on and on and on,

harping about the awfulness He gave me.


I’m stuck -- I




meandering, but

not actually getting anywhere.



plunging into darkness.





Sometimes I wonder,

think to myself

(under all the garbage

value is impossible --

worth is lost when covered)

x-actly what am I doing here?


Yup, I am lost, with

zero ideas of how to escape this crazy world.