Yup, I am engaged!!!!
and there are two things that I would like to say
1) EVERYTHING is worth it! falling, getting up, fighting temptation every single day, growing and suffering! don't ever give up! you can find a great guy that will really LOVE you and only you for who you are on the inside. Just keep on davening. Beg Hashem. Don't give up, Don't stop,
when you get to that guy you won't even believe how much good you can get. You won't believe its possible to be so happy.
please please don't give up. don't give yourself to a guy that doesn't deserve you. And YES! you are a gem!!!!!!!
2) when the time comes for your suffering to end it will end so quickly you won't even get a chance to catch your breath.
to be quite frank with all of you, I thought it would take me YEARS to find the right guy. If ever. I thought I was so messed up. so unmatchable...
a friend suggested this guy to me and I kind of laughed it off.
On the day that we got engaged I woke up singe and was not expecting to go to sleep a kalla. and two days later I had my engegment party!!
that day things just started to move soooooo fast. It was like hashem was saying "thats it, you are done now with being single" your time is up!
I love Hashem!
מה רב טובך אשר צפנת ליראיך
may the the simcha of adar and my personal happiness be showered on all of you with abundance.